Parsifal: PreFace

When we last left off the Great Work of story, Parsifal went it alone on the quest shared by all. Parsifal was unaware, unsure of the quest itself, of that being sought.

The first secret herein reveals the Green Knight and Parsifal are one and the same; or, perhaps these are the two faces comprising our protagonist. Two lives lived in parallel.

You have heard the name ‘Knight Templar’ and assumed it referred to a man,

The second, open secret: Parsifal is a broad. A simple wench, to use the modern subtext. A gal.

A gal questing but for what holy grail? She worried about it not. Journeys become. Destinations are a drag. She spun infinity effortlessly. She worked her method. Her method was the achievement not the means to achievement.

This was her Tao, her manner and way of being:

learned from Elder Brother in secret;

thanks to Knecht;

apologies to his Shadow, still wandering alone;

And no regrets coyote.

[Verticies. Ways of being. (Berger’s Ways of Seeing).

Multiple levels of discourse take time to discern.]


But our Parsigal remains.

Our Parsigal is a tangential elaborator.

(S)he is something new: the contention made (here), at least.

One is left to presume.

Hurumph and hazaa.

Herald this return from the heavens and hells.

Ringing in the peals of bells and pounded from the skins covering drum heads.

Issuing forth in the drone of electric strings plucked and amplified

In stereo.

The return may come before the end of next summer.

It is not good when it is done.

It is done when it is good.

Parsigal struggles here, locked in the struggle box. Feeling like an empty empath.

Some comment: that is okay, she is pretty (enough).

Never. Pretty is never enough. Work. Absurd. Always.

Multiple primary sources note her propensity for laughter and love of comedy.

“No one laughs like….”

“Genuinely funny…”

Multiple romantic partners:

“You are comfortable,” whispered with serious gravity.

Well, the pretense of gravity. They needed something basic. Parsigal was simple but never basic. Basic exists in limited misery. Simple is elegant methodology.


Stars are everywhere.

Most come out during the day.

It is hard to see the stars of the day.

And hard to understand the night stars so easily seen in the dark.

Two stars become a planet with the application of the function of a

Goddess/Godhead. One : another.

So came Ae.

S(he). Cloaked. Parsifal.

Oft confused.

Jade eyes that turn amber and brown when upon looked.

Only the Grail knows this:

Morning and nightly star.

She is a knight hand-made from a handmaid.

She will sow. Sew.

A she-chevalier for he.

True amateur. Feminine anew. With masculinity imbued.

She wears all the colors of Joseph’s coat. The one the Argonauts eventually obtain, no?

Ha, some dummy thought her a witch who turned the men to swine like legion running off some cliff, like clumsy wildabeasts rushing in a herd towards their own demise.

The lesson she meant to impart in these old epics is: never cast your pearls before swine. Never haggle over the price of an irregular pearl, either. Is it more valuable in its uniqueness? A snowflake impeccability of form. Or is it grotesque? Ill in uniform. From an uninformed maker? A non- artisan oyster? What crass and craven questions could one scratch if not these?

Circular questions.

Improperly tangled loops.

Emergent, epiphenomenon of complex systems.

The third law of thermodynamics misinterpreted.


Her name has been spelled too many ways.

She cannot rightly recall her writeful name;

Her dexter handle;

The a droite moniker (not the a gauche one).

All titles have power. And to have is to hold.

All titles can be reduced to words of language.

Not all titles can be expressed with words of language.

Collared without collaring. Maverick whose brand is a lack of brand.

Feral gal child, spirit undomesticated.

No tags.

This is our Parsigal.

This is the story.

Not Alee Presently

The grain grew. Became rough. Hard to go against.

A backwards shave;

A cat petted the wrong way.

A glance back over shoulder, surreptitious and noticed.

Paint dried; while grass grows; watching weather change.

All happening so quickly in slowness.

Such. Slow.

Ness.

All this static equillibrium ages me.

Still.

Too quickly.

I try to move.

I move too fast.

My metabolism disallows stillness, to my chagrin.

The coarse grains leave red rubs on skin as I run through and past.

Like Indianburns kids give one another.

Quickly, I could try, yet again, to slow.

Stop the friction.

But the mind remains in motion.

A moving mind turns its gears smoother when the containing body,

Itself, takes to motion.

A walk ; a pose held ; breathwork on tip toes.

Lubricating mental wheels as well as nicotene used to.

But the condition of Past is of coarse kind, immutable but in memory.

The potential of Future is, of course, smooth like young skin.

Ripe for wrinkling.

The current Present separates the two

-The coarse and the smooth-

-The rubber meeting the road-

Past and Future create Now

Contained infinitely.

Always it is Now.

Presently.

So present me as I am and wil’t.

Here ampersand Now.

Watch “Into the Mystic | Van Morrison | Lyrics ☾☀” on YouTube

Hot griddle cakes and flank shakes.

Just discovered this delight.

Homage. No rights.

Watch “Ty Segall & White Fence – Beginning / Please Don’t Leave This Town… (Live on KEXP)” on YouTube

Ty Segall.

Single handedly keeping my faith in rock n roll.

Prodigious/prolific.

Plays local live shows like a madman.

Much love to him and cohorts.

Watch “Mercury Rev – Yerself is Steam (1991) FULL ALBUM” on YouTube

Highly suggested textured weirdness.

Goes well with a headache owed to red wine from the night before.

Swim with it!

Watch “The Brian Jonestown Massacre Straight Up And Down” on YouTube

Watch “Monkey” on YouTube

Monkey gut check time, folks.

Boss Hogg

Album = Whiteout

Much, much love to this outfit.

What?

Huh?

……..So?

(Parfait)

Watch “MF Doom – Change the Beat (PZ Wicket Child Remix)” on YouTube

Highlights of an impeccable hip hop song?

What u gonna do?

Cum back, back again?

A modern day marvel.

Crushed up all his metacarpals

Totally by accident.

One day

He plan to put in a runway

How they say?

Semi-risque?

Doo rag in his bag lunch

Just to eat heads…

He writ this skit in Sanskrit…

House her like Dougie

Just to cut her Lucy

…ask your sister

Her beatbox is more thicker..

Villain for hire.

Admire the sound…

They need to not cum out wit nothing new.

What this button do?

Remembering the Klingon with the rings on

Since swimmer in the gonads

A OK not OK Corral

At least he stay consistent.

Follow where that bitch went

Get a room

Pitch a tent.

Watch “Steven Page: “I can’t vote, so I used a song instead”” on YouTube

Deep discussion.

National importance of any member of any nation.

Especially America, says a regular, nobody American.

We were already great, because we do and did our best. Even when we fail. There is nothing to make great again.

Smile, folks.

Think of your parent and or your kids.

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Rallying for the Return

I hope this returns. I wanna see. I wanna see and scribe and speak it.

Like a couple of hyperliterate binary stars (astronomy def) discovering each other, their system, already hand made by them without their awareness.

I whisper things in the middle of night.
Things that used to only be explicit and carnal,
things that grew such that they could barely stand under their own weight.
Irreducible things expressed by the difference between a breath and a moan.
Aspirated.
Pallatted.
In and out.

The Words are the poetry

are the art.

The order does not even matter if you hold the proper reverential in the mind’s I.
The meter is not content.
Content is ecstatic output.
Undirected.
Scribed at the tempo by which it arrives.
And I wonder that we would-be American poets dare call it ‘meter’ at all. Hacks.
Hackneyed.
Need.
The secret that emerged from KBL was and is still regarded as cabal.
There is no secret.
Only Tao.

This is my medium for mystery.

(An open secret)

The letter is to be overwhelmed by the spirit.

This is the Tao of KBL.

This is how we transmutate letters to art.

This is why I can scribe for him.

This is what it is.

Points of reference.

They decide again and again.

Watch “The Shins – Sea Legs” on YouTube

Not from their most popular album (nor 2nd most popular), but this track still rides a droite.

We all get/want wobbly C legs.

Lovely strings.

Free write

Hesitation and distillation.

Partners in crime.

Thrive.

Inaction is not to be under-rated.

Indecision is/not suspension.

Suspense is suspicion of freedom?

Gaspar and Balthazar eat from sister’s window now.

She sings for them.

They crashed into her rocks.

2nd time dream

2nd time this plot occurs in my dreams this week.

On university of al quad. Working.

I work for the school.

There is an event to prepare for.

I want to be spending the time in other way.

N appears to my surprise.

The dream is now in bold font (?)

Each dream I then proceed to write two pieces of poetry for N.

One is called Settes and the other Echoes.

These are clever names but I can’t remember why

Watch “Folk Implosion – Nothing Gonna Stop.wmv” on YouTube

Head bob. When fretted. Head bob and to your toes.

Ain’t nothing literal, figurative, or metaphoric about it.

Well, except, language is kinda all those things and I’m working with language now.

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Watch “alt-J – Every Other Freckle (Official Video – Boy)” on YouTube

Your head will nod to this beat like the trajectory of a weighted bob about a fixed point.

phōs is Greek for light

And,

I make 3 black dots bounce. A kid flashes a flashlight in his bedroom. His friend sees it blink from two houses away. A lighthouse mirror revolves and reflects. A ship doesn’t wreck. The friend from two houses away thinks: is 2 blinks yes or no? I can make 3 black dots.

An encrypted message to anyone who cares to de/cipher: I think of you right, exactly now. No response expected. All responses welcomed.