Category: Writing
Accrass
Clicking another bullhorn
Tapping.
Not getting cold.
I don’t forget to remember
Nor do I remember when I forget.
I collapsed once, a/broad,
Trying to fit a key
In a lock.
Only to come to
In the room which
I tried
To unlock
Imagine a Pendulum
When a pendulum is displaced sideways from its resting equilibrium position, it is subject to a restoring force due to gravity, that will accelerate it back towards the equilibrium position. When released, the restoring force acting on the pendulum’s mass then causes it to oscillate about the equilibrium position, swinging back and forth.
The time for one complete cycle, a left swing and a right swing, is called a period. The period depends on the length of the pendulum’s swing.
In the same vein, “when we hold our breath at the end of inhaling and before exhaling, we experience a state in which the process of becoming seems to be suspended…It gives the impression of a break from the past, quantum leap. For Sufi’s, time is ever recurrent rather than linear.”
P.58 The Ecsatsy Beyond Knowing. Pir Vilayt Inayat Khan.
“What seems to be coming and going is really the result of becoming and manifestation. ”
P.58 The Ecsatsy Beyond Knowing. Abu’l-Hasan al -Hujwiri.
“When the owner of waqt (the instant of time) comes into possession of hal (that is: it becomes a permanent state) he is no more subject to change, and is made steadfast in his state.”
P59 The Ecsatsy Beyond Knowing. Abu’l-Hasan al -Hujwiri.
“Witnessing only takes place when two lights come together.”
Muhyiad-Din Ibn ‘Arabi. quoted from The Sufi Path of Knowledge
I call out for you to breath back and forth against my lips. The light upon light of eyes into eyes.
Quicken the periodicity.
A trick
1.0
Parçigal’s Tao
She’s clumsy. A rushy bumbler who tries too hard and cares too much. Still, she managed/s to be ineffective. She had just been here so long.
She forgot other people could not tell right away.
And so, she had raced in and embarrassed herself with a bit too much gusto, in front of her new acquaintance/s.
Or, so she assumed.
She wanted him to take her dancing, places where real players made analog and live digital music they converted to other mediums afterward.
In a room where people were still allowed to smoke.
Even when they choose not to.
It would be loud, crowded, and their lungs would hurt the next day.
Circular
Desire is the alchemy of magic.
A free hunter in the court of knights.
Golden arrows.
Circling long time.
Desire is from < L. desidero de, from + sidus (sider-) star
“Do you know how to get out?”
“I did not know there was an ‘out.’
Did you know they sell
Forever stamps?
The post office and cockroaches will remain.
I adore discovery and savor savoury.
I let you show yourself.
I reveal.
While I build momentum to cross into an unknown more
Fearsome freedom to be new.
Dealing with the defamilirized world.
Do look over
I saw the truck before and after the Air Stream.
That dog barks outside again.
I feel alone and surrounded by people hoped to be alone with.
Goodly strange.
One moment full
One moment empty. Pendulous. Diabolical diabolos diabolus.
We are full of shit.
Do, dear. Relentless. Malleable. Interminable.
Hard C, soft c, Mid-c.
Do you require feedback?
Someone to laugh uproariously?
Should I hold you back in order to urge you forward?
Am I all bark with no bite?
Insignia
C-attle Sleepers
The residue resists everytime.
I do what i do because it is what i do.
Wet.
Swollen.
Currents and states.
Rise as bread.
Or don’t.
Breathe.
Watch “Pull” on YouTube
No rights, pure homage to N’Awlins standard.
Punkish for them. Great production on this album. Remastered not too long ago.
Sounds like a PJ Harvey joint.
A childhood fave of mind.
Disambiguation through x is to y
OPPOSITE is to CONVERSE/INVERSE
as
APPOSITE is to CORRELATE/CORRELATION
Apposite: adj. Fitting ; Suitable ; Pat ; to the point
Opposite: adj. placed or set over, against, or in front of ; adverse ; contrary ; in marked contrast to something else
MacMillan’s Modern Dictionary (print 1945)
Converse(2):
n. A situation, fact, or statement that is the opposite of another. > mathematics a theorem whose hypothesis and conclusion are the hypothesis and conclusion of another.
adj. opposite
Inverse:
adj. opposite in position, direction, order, or effect.
n. 1) a thing that is the opposite or reverse of another; 2) mathematics a reciprocal quantity.
Concise Oxford English Dictionary (print 2008)
Correlate: v. Have a relationship in which one thing affects or depends on another > establish a correlation between; n. Each of two or more related or complementary things.
Correlation: n. a mutual relationship of interdependence between two or more things > the process of correlating > statistics interdependence of variable quantities
Concise Oxford English Dictionary (print 2008)
The Chestnutt Mare
Callæbus eqqus is an Open (printed) Book.
Be content with the content? Slide your saucerful full of secrets over here?
Disappointed roundtable debators believed that
She had been animal
And mineral
And element,
And Creature,
And Cretin.
And a camællia.
The wandering star gent is part sugar-foot.
A real Achilles heel for him when it melts in the rain.
Sugary sweet
But, highly soluable.
Death and the Lover.
But, she knows him under different handles.
They rotate who leads the dance to each saraband song.
Often swapping pieces of clothes
Endless variations.
Her suspension of choice made him slay her.
What choice?
Can anybody make anybody do anything?
The difference between clumsy, specious interference and kind, capable manipulation?
Fuzzy adjustments.
She lays the pen aside in such a heat of words.
He called her to come to him from an ocean away. In her stomach and heart, she already then felt bits of twine string loosely drape. Cordons that began slithering into knots pulling tighter and tighter.
She felt it and she said so.
“I promise I feel those sweet fingers clasping at my heartstrings. That is all I promise in the right-now. But, darling, I fear I love you.” she said
How much emotional energy, she wondered? She ought not be fearful of loving, but this one was something else in her mind. This man was impeccable.
In love vs. I love.
One (N) to the right of (I)
is all it takes.
The difference between loved and beloved.
Fitted and bespoke.
She knew quick that she loved deep. And, still could not abstain from diving head first. No one had ever spoke of weal to her before. She wanted to court him and please him and displease him. But, then her imagination spun some daydreams she presented to him. A bombardment of her ideas presented in delicious, but inexperienced confusion. In retrospect, she shuddered at how giddy the effort must have seen. She felt sad like maybe she blew the idea and made herself look ridiculous. Then she grinned and found a laugh, because at least she tried.
She closed her eyes, imagined he could hear her speak and she said aloud,
I’ve not known eyes like yours, or words used like yours. You are special and rare. The way you move through time. The way time moves through you.
You wear it, those lines, on your face. You will only grow more captivating. I am too old to be this young. You’re so well aged. It could sweet. And even naughty.
The cost of a swoony swoon. The dreams of a romantic mystic. The desires of a feral bitch rising from within. Howling and sniffing.
Then she heeded the call and he was the Genuine article.
Arriving on pins and needles; visiting on tenterhooks; finally
She left slain.
Embarrassingly taken aback by how he puts his hands in his denim pants pockets. Adored. Astir in wonderful calmness, he made mere moments eons with just a bit of string or a yarn to spin. Captivating her wonder. A dream of an artful life
She could recall none other that spoke to her as he did.
In fact, he spoke to her about those things most amazing.
He spoke of passions because he knew them too. His laugh endeared. And his smile was usually close-lipped.
She returned home. Visitors at her home. A small party. A confusing dissonance. Time fell strange.
Three days after returning home, she knew with certainty that she wanted to return to him. She wanted to be by him. Partners in art and crime.
She wanted to
Suggest it might…
Concede it must….
Surrender her nerves with a hard swallow
Submit to hot tears.
She wants a new life with him. Silly girl. She knows though, she can do it on her own and feel proud but she could be in love and do it.
Silly. She feels unhip. But, she knows exactly how she feels. And, she knows it may be just a pretty lie she tells herself.
Yet, her intuition just smiles and whispers: it could be sweet. There are so many possible movements to take on this chessboard, that it becomes a real treat when you have a moment where you know exactly what you want and you can accept that it may not happen.
The difference between I don’t think so and I hope so.
Again, alone in her room, she closed her eyes, imagined he could hear her speak and she said aloud,
“I think I see you the way you wish the world would see you, dearheart. You look fine in these eyes. Fingers such as yours come carrying currents. Diligence meets nuanced, indicating well-honed. Your voice, its quiet, clear enunciation draws my ears. I feel you pull slowly on my vibrations. Shifting energetic threads like braiding hair. Bringing to balance the diabolus.
Worth all risk.
She came from a place of dinosaurs.
She moved to a shiny silicon land where lives occur in hands and eyes look down at screens. People speak in hashtags now. A girl 5 years younger laughed as she told her she listens to CD’s in her car. The last physical format to kill off, I am a CD in a digital town.
So, a compact disc chances upon a cassette tape.
What She Said.
“Daymare,” I say.
“Oh, you mean like what happens and what you see when you are awake?” the blonde asks.
I open my mouth to speak, but catch myself in time to shut it.
A quick grin.
Lips part, mouth reopens, tongue helps the organ say:
“That’s heady,” I say.
“You should see my nightmares.”
That’s, literally, what she said.
Inertia Clips
Tao Te Ching – quote
The girl who dogged… — WrittenCasey
She flit and she drove them and him mad, both equal and in tirn, Though those who would tell her herself to her face, only elicited her giggles, and quickly jumps ‘ere, with discomfort tempered in and with unconditional love. She loved man by his his touch. Effortlessly and yet also endlessly. His confusion at […]
Chief Tecumseh (Crouching Tiger) Shawnee Nation 1768-1813
Gertrude; Hermann Hesse, 1910 (quotes)
“Everything that had belonged to me in these earlier years of my life went from me and became alien and lost to me. I suddenly saw how sad and artificial my life had been during this period. For the loves, friends, habits, and pleasures of these years were discarded like badly fitting clothes. I parted from the without pain and all that remained was to wonder that I could have endured them so long.”
“The lives of ordinary people can be boring, but the activities and destinies of idlers are interesting…I remained apart from ordinary life.”
“I was overwhelmed by an astonishing feeling of happiness, for I suddenly knew what love was. It was not a new feeling but a clarification and confirmation of old premonitions, a return to native country.”
“The most lively young people become the best old people; not the ‘wise’ ones from school.”
“I can’t live and I can’t die. Everything seems meaningless and stupid.”
An other pace
Wrought but a bit of twisted metal.
WrittenCasey 